Sunday, February 24, 2002

<Ting>  Thanks to Jeff, I now have this nice new place to right all my spurts of thought and what not, and I have to owe it to him that I found out about this...and, also to Anne, whose site I looked in the first place.

Lately, I've been feeling really out of it, like I needed a time of refreshing, to just get out of my little routine. God gave it to me today, in the form of Ivy, Peas, and Pooj visiting me. It was just really great being able to just hang with them, forgetting pretenses, forgetting facades, forgetting school...but remembering God and His power and glory. It was honestly just refreshing, being able to pour out my heart to someone who's known me for so long, who wouldn't judge me and who already loved me for who I am, not what they wanted me to be. We had so much fun together!...though it was quite interesting to eat dinner with them...ehhh...heehee. Thanks sooo much, you guys, for visiting me, you don't know how much all your blessings, and prayers and just...presence meant. It has changed me, and I do find myself very at peace right now...that in itself, is a change.

I'm trying to be different. To change into a more mature, more responsible, more Godly person. And a better friend. ...so pray for me, will ya? thanks guys...

I really don't know what to write here, I want to tell so much, yet at the same time I'll probably regret some stuff I put up, but hey, that's why there's the miracle of "editing" that this great site lets me do. Amen to that. I feel like I'm writing an essay...gotta have good grammar...formal, ting, formal...but then I'm like...reality check... yea, I know, I have problemas. (yes, that is problemas...thanks to melissa and sindy...lol.)

You know what else I realized? I say RAH and blah and stuff A LOT more than I used to at home. I attribute this to my friends...

I gotta say, as I'm writing this, I'm talking with jeff...and he's trying to rhyme. let me give you an example or two:

"rhyme? I ain't got no time to rhyme"
"That doesn't really rhyme, but oh well. I'm in a dry spell."

It's quite interesting...and yea...and he's telling me what happened to The Rock on Smackdown, Hulk Hoogan beating him up and stuff with nWo. I gotta say, I haven't really watched a full episode of that since I came to LA. But, hey, that's okay. I do miss Jeff and Matt Hardy though and Lita was cool...nonetheless.

You're prob wondering why I keep putting "...", I guess that's just how I think, and it comes out like that when I write.

I think that's enough for now. I want to put this up on my aim profile, and I can't do that when I'm still writing in it, and there's no real www.tingaling.blogspot.com...
so thus, signifies the end of my first entry.

*RAH*. <~~that's for you, __________. you know who you are... </Ting> <!--12:34 AM-->

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